i feel alone. ludicrously alone. i have friends here, and they're amazing people who i love to hang out with but as soon as i leave i feel lonely so fast. almost to the point where it physically hurts. i dont know why it happens. maybe because ive been hanging out with the same people for so long? i dont know. i just wish it would stop<br>
like seriously its been getting worse lately<br>
usually i go to sleep no problem but its genuinely bothering me right now and i cant sleep because of it<br>
hopefully i just pass out<br>
im still having the issue where i cant tell if im pretending to have emotions like this<br>