i dont understand<br>
how<br>
sometimes<br>
i feel like doing things<br>
i feel like things are fine<br>
i feel like i am capable of something<br>
but then like<br>
not 2 hours later<br>
i can feel crushingly hopeless<br>
about everything<br>
i dont like it<br>
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