everything's so different .<br>
like i do not know how to express this feeling. it's so different now. a long chain of events has made the way i experience reality different. it feels so different. it is not at all similar to how it was, say, 3 years ago.<br>
yet i'm here in the same room. i don't know how to explain how different it is, and im sure some difference is expected, but it is a lot of different actually. a fuckton of different. like. wow.